Diagnosis Lyrics | OLDER

Five thousand points and chaos rings the bell again
My thoughts are bouncing of the side walls, countless strikes until the end
Of the loop that keeps me playing 'round and 'round at this game
Just give me one more moment and I'll explain

Your mood it ebbs and flows
The tides you ride, soft highs and lows
While mine's a gale that always blows, then it shows

You're not listening to a word I tell you
You're not listening to a word I say

I'll love you deeper than a cancer in your bones
Leave you lying in a coma, leave you dying all alone
If you wonder how I sleep at night, it's never on my own
What do you think about that?
This mask you cannot see is hiding all the best of me
The sub-terrain, the buried pain, anxiety

So what d'ya think about that?
So what d'ya say about that?
So what d'ya do about that?
When it's all too much?
So what d'ya think about that?

I slip away into the shadows where
Guilt and shame, smother me again
My only friends, my demons hold me here
Comfort me, feed my fear, draw me near

These wasted minutes, I can't bare to burn my time
Watch my life go up in flames while there's mountains left to climb
Change my mind, it's nothing new, another day, a different view
Hear me out

You're not listening to a word I tell you
You're not listening to a word I say

So what d'ya think about that?
So what d'ya say about that?
You never ask about that
I'm not okay
So what d'ya think about that?
So what d'ya say about that?
You never ask about that
I'm not okay

Until the day I'm dead, until the day I'm dead
Until the day I'm dead, I'm not okay
So what d'ya think about that?